not sure where this post went astray, but the place to look is Federal. Talk to Chris, he has it or can get it. And he will listen to what you want. 302 300-0590
I've been using and carrying this Ruger SR9 for years. I have no problem concealing it. It is very accurate and balanced. It holds 17+1 rounds. If you want something smaller, I'd recommend the SR9C little brother version. It holds 6+1 I believe. But I still prefer the regular SR9. I have 2/ 17 round mags and two 10 round mags. All together I can carry 55 rounds if need be.